February 2010
“it takes no time to fall in love, but it takes you years to know what love is”
SUN!
January 2010
inside my head is just white noise and i can’t change the fucking channel.
people are fucking assholes.
“When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace”
– jimi
Being a hypocrite is awesome until someone calls you out on it.
once upon a time i could walk outside in shorts sandals and a tanktop. sunglasses kept my hair out of my face and even at night time my tan kept me warm. my skin was golden and healthy, my face was happy, and i drove with all my windows down. food tastes better, music sounds better, and life is just better.
I. HATE. THE. COLD.
I’ve been listening to summer music and laying by the fire. Closing my eyes and pretending it’s not January.
This is just fucked up. i’m either too clean or just too dirty. and my body hates me for it.
why does everyone love this weather? i fucking hate it.
Sometimes I do things behind my own back and I believe my own lies. Does that make me a bad person? Whatever, fuck it.
i hate anxiety attacks. i’m feeling every emotion and yet none at the same time. it’s like when all those light colors mix together and make white. it just doesn’t make any fucking sense. how can it end up white!? a huge lump in my throat makes me want to throw up and every time i try to swallow it goosebumps grow from my skin. closing my eyes will only make it worse. maybe my...
bitches are so fucking crazy.
It’s funny when people you don’t even know accuse you of cheating on your boyfriend.
I have come to terms that sometimes… I am just a huge bitch.
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Lately I’ve felt like I’m caring less and more simultaneously. Yes, of course this is impossible… but alas my mind cannot make up it’s mind. There’s a fine line between every polar opposite in my mind, and often times I mix or confuse the two. It’s fucking annoying. Mostly why I usually side with my indifference. Anyway.
it would just be fucking awesome if people around me stopped dying.